I am a: Quirky sysadmin. Geek. Gamer. Comic fangirl. My little space, my home on the interwebs. I blog about personal stuffs, work, various coding projects, and anything else I feel like.

Thanksgiving and Christmas were painful. To say I haven’t been coping well is an understatement. Work was kicking my ass, plus from end of October to beginning of January are usually the times I struggle the most mentally and emotionally. Work being an already heavy load to bear. So naturally I withdrew into my shell. […]

… when I want most to hide from everything and everyone. You want to know what ruins family holidays? Family. I’m sick and tired of being caught in the middle; forced yet once again to keep the peace for both sides. I’m done. Sort it out for yourselves. I’m going to bury myself in my […]

I was doing OK today until this hit my phone … miss you, girl. ♥ Tiaras up for Beth! ♥

Seriously … men, why are you like this?

I got several long posts started but haven’t finished any of them. So instead here’s something that happened today. This is yet another glimpse of what online dating is like for me: Random Dude: *Says something contradicting something he literally had JUST SAID* Me being me: *Points it out* Rando: “Do not even go there” […]

Once upon a time I fell in love with a man who said he was divorced. Turns out he wasn’t divorced, just separated. We talked about the future. My dumb ass waited on him, and then married him. Then we divorced. It nearly destroyed me completely. I swore never again. Then I met another man. […]