This past week I was forced to say goodbye to someone very dear to me. Reggie Swain passed away just over a week ago. His service was this past Thursday. I told a mutual friend that I didn’t want to be there, because being there made it real … it meant he was really gone. […]
Feeling so lost right now. Disoriented. Disconnected. I keep checking my phone out of habit to see if you’ve texted. Checking Facebook to see if you’ve updated or sent a DM. How am I supposed to move forward now? From this? I have this gaping aperture in my heart … you’re still there, but just […]
I actually had planned to post this a few weeks back, but have been fighting a really bad an upper respiratory infection and my asthma is acting up. I’m on my second round of antibiotics, yay. Fun times! (not really) I dreamt about “him” again. The man in my dreams. The one whose name I […]
Holy shit, my blog turns 15 years old this year! I’m shocked. Are you shocked? They’re shocked. It’s been a long time since I moved from my old SATUF newsletter, to Blogger, to here. Now I feel old … lol
Wow, seems like yesterday was New Year’s … and here it is almost Memorial Day. There’s been a ton of changes but I honestly had not felt like writing anything all this time. Work is insanely busy with several projects, one of the biggest is moving some of our business-critical applications from Lotus/Domino to Salesforce. […]
Ice queen, that’s what he calls me. I live with a bleeding heart of ice. I try to be indifferent, try not to care. And he’s trying very hard To chisel away the protective layers, The walls I have built around myself. I’m trapped inside a cage, A self-imposed fortification. He thinks I’ve forgotten how […]
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