“It could always be worse.” This is what I try to tell myself every day. Work has gone from stressful to just plain insanity. I’m talking fully-fledged batshit crazy here. Joseph (my boss) left. Ryan, our external network engineer, is acting lead, but with this huge void in the department, he’s constantly being challenged. More […]
This year has been difficult, especially the last few months. Tonight I watched my family and, while short-lived, it was nice. We talked, we laughed, we ate our fill of delicious foods. Most every one behaved themselves. But after it was over, I came home feeling a little empty. I’m saddened because I am doubting […]
Driving home from Oneonta this year was different from previous years. While I still contemplated all of the many things for which I am thankful, my heart hurts for my family. My brother and his wife are divorcing. Being there tonight, I saw some of myself in my sister-in-law and some of my father in […]
I have been dealing with a lot of stuff that I’m not ready to talk about yet, but did want to post a quick something… The anniversary of September 11th, 2001 is upon us once again. For years I was re-posting the same thing over and over; just going through the motions, because I don’t […]
This past week I was forced to say goodbye to someone very dear to me. Reggie Swain passed away just over a week ago. His service was this past Thursday. I told a mutual friend that I didn’t want to be there, because being there made it real … it meant he was really gone. […]
Feeling so lost right now. Disoriented. Disconnected. I keep checking my phone out of habit to see if you’ve texted. Checking Facebook to see if you’ve updated or sent a DM. How am I supposed to move forward now? From this? I have this gaping aperture in my heart … you’re still there, but just […]
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