I am a: Quirky sysadmin. Geek. Gamer. Comic fangirl.

Some days, it appears to move far too slowly; others, much too swiftly. I can’t believe it’s been almost a year already. So much has changed, yet so much has remained the same. I still miss the fuck out of you.

I took a mental health day yesterday. The first one I’ve had in I can’t remember how long. I woke up and texted Ryan to see if they could do without me for a day. As far as I knew I didn’t have anything pressing, and he said go for it. Honestly, I could do […]

I remembered seeing this hit the test servers over the summer and sadly I did not have the time nor energy at the time to play around with it. The new IBM Domino Mobile App (IDMA) for iOS was released to the public yesterday. I saw posts on several IBMers that I follow via RSS […]

“It could always be worse.” This is what I try to tell myself every day. Work has gone from stressful to just plain insanity. I’m talking fully-fledged batshit crazy here. Joseph (my boss) left. Ryan, our external network engineer, is acting lead, but with this huge void in the department, he’s constantly being challenged. More […]

This year has been difficult, especially the last few months. Tonight I watched my family and, while short-lived, it was nice. We talked, we laughed, we ate our fill of delicious foods. Most every one behaved themselves. But after it was over, I came home feeling a little empty. I’m saddened because I am doubting […]

Driving home from Oneonta this year was different from previous years. While I still contemplated all of the many things for which I am thankful, my heart hurts for my family. My brother and his wife are divorcing. Being there tonight, I saw some of myself in my sister-in-law and some of my father in […]