I am a: Quirky sysadmin. Geek. Gamer. Comic fangirl. My little space, my home on the interwebs. I blog about personal stuffs, work, various coding projects, and anything else I feel like.

I had a really weird dream last night. I don’t remember all of it, but one part I do remember as clearly as I can see my monitor in front of me now — I was bleeding. What I do remember is that I was doing something to make myself bleed, either cutting or stabbing. […]

I’m not sure of the when or why, but at some point the Search function stopped working, so I’ve taken it down for now. Considering the fact that I’m going to re-do my site, it’s pointless to spend a bunch of time on it anyways.

I’ve been kind of avoiding everyone lately. Work and family have been stressing me out so I’ve been rather withdrawn … Hell, it’s taken me 3 days to actually SIT and write this … Work has been rather trying. The owner, rather than work with us and schedule a time, told Jim that he’s to […]

I should’ve known something was up when I noticed the miniscule amount of email I received yesterday … it seems my MX records were screwed up sometime late Tuesday or early Wednesday, and I didn’t realize it until late lastnight when none of my emails would go through and I received a bounced message from […]

“OMG, You’re gray!?!” I think that phrase will stay with me. I had seen an old friend from high school last summer and that was her reaction to seeing my ‘roots’: “Oh my God, Nicki, your hair … you’re GRAY!” Thank you, I hadn’t noticed. Actually, I used to color my hair so often that […]